don’t you just HATE those guys that…

NEVER GET THE CLUE. they don’t understand that by avoiding their texts, deleting their comments, and acting so unenthusiastically about what they say it means I DON’T LIKE YOU. really, just LEAVE ME ALONE.

thanks to the sudden mass of followers iver the last week. this was supposed to be secret but i guess you guys found it through my other account.

thanks, i hope that you understand my posts, and sorry that there arent that many but i just started this new blog. i would put up the link of my old one,but its the past. and i am supposed to have a fresh start. THANKS FOR FOLLOWING!

sometimes…

i really wish that i was a little kid again. to be worry free, not to worry about college, boys anything. i just wish for a day my heartache would go away.

the thing with secret tumblrs, is when people find them. they aren’t so secret anymore….

Why can’t i just get over you?

Really you a jerk why can’t I stop my feelings for you?

Feb 10 2010

so today was alright, just really stressed with grades and stuff. i mean when did it get so hard to do well? same problems as yesterday… lets get started:

-so stop talking to me. i would love it so much if you just left me alone. i dont answer for a reason and im serious that you’re really annoying me. i try so hard to ignore it and be nice but soon i just cant take it anymore

-I LOVE YOU <3 you help through any hard and tough time, your one of the most important people in my life.

-sometimes i wish you’d notice me

-one time everyone told me to stay away from you, that you were a beezy. im glad i never listened to them (: you made my day

so thats about it, i love diaries.

being yourself is not overrated. being your self is what you should be.

wasting time with anything else is depressing

haters beware. i can dish it out too.

How could you do this to me?

after i stood by you? after i picked up your very broken pieces? how  could you steal them away, people you never knew before me. sometimes i hate you.

when i see you

my heart stops, i hope today, MAYBE today will be the day you realize me. Today might be that day I’ve been hopelessly waiting for. I wish you’d stop getting distracted and focus on someone who wont hurt you like the others. I wish you’s pick me.